Side effects of depression

Salvatore VuonoYesterday afternoon, when I went to take my meds, I realized my pill box was empty. While refilling it, I discovered that the pills I thought were my anti-depressants were actually my Vitamin D3 pills. Which got me to wondering if I’m stressed because I’m depressed or depressed because I’m stressed?

Considering I’ve been dealing with an excessive amount of stress lately, which exacerbates my depression, I’d say it’s probably both. As symptoms of stress and depression are often similar, it’s been difficult for me to differentiate between the two. Side effects of (untreated) depression can include:

  • Sleeping too much or insomnia
  • Forgetfulness
  • Lack of interest in things you used to find enjoyable
  • Low self-esteem
  • Feeling hopeless
  • Loss of energy

Although I’ve been experiencing all of the above, one of the most frustrating ones for me is forgetfulness. It can be anything, from putting the conditioner in my hair before the shampoo to going to the store and then not remembering what I was there to pick up to forgetting to refill my medication.

Over the years, I’ve tried many different medication combinations and finally did find one that worked. However, when my life started spiraling downwards last Spring, my doctor increased my dose twice before I noticed a balancing out of my mood. Unfortunately, I’m now back to the original dosage because the side effect of shaking was so bad that I couldn’t type very well, use an ATM machine, measure things, etc. Back to square one I go…

Which side effects do you have a hard time dealing with? Think you might be experiencing depression? Click here for more information.

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2 thoughts on “Side effects of depression

  1. The Forgetfullness is definitely an issue. Because it means you can’t always completely trust yourself. You can’t even help it, it’s hard to try. I’ve lost a job over this once. And it’s the reason I don’t like talking about the depression while I’m job seeking. And it is rarely even listed as a symptom of depression. I know it is because I’d already seen it with my mother. All I can say is take it easy, and don’t beat yourself up about it. You get used to it and find ways of remember things or tricks to remind yourself of stuff.

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    • Thanks for your comment and for your support. I’m lucky to have people in my life who understand the challenges I’m dealing with and still see the effective me underneath the forgetful me.

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